| ok. i skipped fifth period friday and went to that lunch. well, jackie is in that lunch. so jackie and i planned to meet after school outside of k-pod. so at the end of the day, i meet up with her. we get in the car with this guy jim. [shudder] so jim buys us cigarettes. after, of course, we say hello to jackies mom at work, seeing as how she works at the mcdonalds across the street from the school. we go to qmart. jackie bought an awesome shirt. i bought an awesome back pack bag thing. both from habitat. later, after much driving around, jackie says i should sleep over. i call my dad. he says to call him at eight. we go buy some beverages. we return to her house. this girl tiff shows up. shes also sleeping over. i call my dad back at like seven thirty and he says that i can sleep over. so we go to seans house. thats jackies boyfriends. jim drives me jackie and tiff there. but to seans knowledge, jim is my brother. so yeah. we start drinking. smoke a little bit. so im drunk and such. and i start... flirting? yes. i suppose that would be the word... with seans brother andy. we end up going to his room. and he kisses me. so i ended up sleeping with him. [note: i did not have sex with him. just that whole sleeping thing people tend to do at night.] jackie tells sean about jim not being my brother after jim leaves. sean asks me not to help jackie lie to him anymore. umm... and tiff grew a bit of a crush on this guy rob that i barely met. next morning, jim shows up. me jackie and tiff get in the car with him to take tiff home [seans not too happy about this considering who jim is and what hes done & on top of that, he stole his weed] so all three of us are in the car because we dont want anyone alone with him. so jackie went with tiff, and i went with the two of them because then jackie would be alone with him on the way back. so on the way back to seans, jim gets his car stuck. he gets out to fiddle around with the snow and jackie and i kind of wisper to each other about how we just want to get back to seans house. and how shes going to get him not to come back inside the house. so eventually this guyi n a truck pulls up and says to turn off the traction controll. so we go up the hill and around the corner [literally] and finally get back to seans. then like ten minutes after we walk in the door, at like, one thirty, my dad calls jackies cell. hes pissed because i havent called him yet. eventually he comes picks me up. he tells me im grounded for two weeks. one week for not calling him and one for going somewhere other than jackies without letting him know. so yeah. im grounded. but i had fun. i think jackie and i will be doing a lot of hanging out now.
edit-4.26pm
you know what? damn, cause neither do i. but i can tell you this:
some people are a little more stubborn than is good for them.
i dont care anymore. fuck everything ive had, i guess this is kind of my way of reinventing myself. because life is going to be just... what ever. you know?
and do you know what? i know your secret. i know you want to be just like me. i feel like im sounding stupid right now, so im gonna stop. |
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